Which shoes go with my outfit?

Okay so I have stated this before, I love fashion, but I can’t buy the fashion I want to or wear it because I am a short 21 year old who looks 13 and can only afford Walmart & Goodwill style clothes. 

Image ————-> Image

How i wish to dress…                                  How I actually dress


So my aunt had told me that I need to dress like a 21 year old…. so I looked at my style… 


WELL i DECIDED TO LOOK AT WHAT I GONNA WEAR FOR THE DAY, and since my camera is broken I decided to draw out my outfit using Hello Kitty. 


lol ain’t I cute haha… lol well my only problem to day is shoes…  Which should I wear with this outfit

 or   or 




I Constantly Get mistaken for a 13 year old:






Since I was 7 years old, people have mistaken my age for younger then I actually am. The biggest blow was being mistaken for a 9 year old at 15 year old. I am constantly told ” You will be thankful for this when you are older” That is helpful to me when I am 60 years old but now, people don’t  seem to take me seriously and it hurts my feelings. I am glad for my hubby because he says that I look 26 to 27 sometimes. In constant , I am not a normal person, I have serious problems talking to strangers and I fumble under pressure. I try so hard to look older but i was cursed with big boobs so the fashion I want to wear doesn’t fit me and it feels like I have a hard time breathing. I also found myself confused when it comes to the money and which style to choose even being myself my aunt told me ” You would look older, if you just dressed like a 21 year old” Can you tell me what that means? how would I dress like a 21 year old? 

Just being me: Don’t poke at my style



I am so frustrated when it comes to people who say ” be yourself” or ” do what you want”, but when it comes down to making your own style they don’t even care or they ignore you. I am not a skinny girl, I am not heavy set either. I weight in at 153 pounds and I am 5 foot 1. I  had been told that I have the look of a model from the 1950’s but today, I am considered ugly to people.


I like Asian fashion and so american fashion. I try my hardest sometimes but sometimes I am just to lazy to care.  I  have marked myself as being a dork, because I loved vampires before Twilight, I love scfi movies and I have always dreamed of one day going to comic con.


I noticed when I was in 4th grade that is when people mark you as a certain style. I have been known as the weird chick, I like to read and I can pick of stuff with my feet. I am shy and quiet but when I get mad enough I will speak my mind and people get frustrated with me.


I have always wanted to be a model, but I am not hot enough, or skinny enough or not fat enough. I don’t have a flat tummy and my cheek are fat. I am 21 but I have been told I look 12. It bothers me that because I am not out there, or I don’t post pictures of myself naked or showing my boobs that I am not good enough.


Maki: My homemade Plush doll

I found felt and cotton at my local walmart. I decided I wanted to make my own plush doll.  This was my design for my doll, her name is Maki. Image

Image I bought 4 colored Tan felt fabric, 2 pink, 2 black felt fabric and ultra plush cotton. I cut out 2 circles, 2 squares and 4 triangles. 






II pined her together and and then I made her and outift out of an old shirt and and old skirt. I bought red felt fabric to do her ribbon. Image


I stuffed her and sowed her together with hand. and she was done it only took 4 days to do.  

I need a blog title

I need a blog title

I can take a thousand photos, and pick one i like, then hate it a second later. I see myself as pretty in the mirror, but when i see myself on camera, I see how ugly I am. I still end up posting the best of my face, even sometimes though I feel ugly I know someone might see beauty in my picture.


Ulzzang Eyes

I want to have the perfect ulzzang inspired eyes.. And I have noticed that people have the eyes that pop and I don’t wanna get plastic surgery. So I read that you can underline the eye with a dark brown eyeshadow. Well I couldn’t figure how to underline it correctly. so I realized scrunching my eyes gave the right eye look so I underline scrunching my eyes.